oh please let me be one of the 75, and everything will be prefect ((:
god, i guess i never ever wanted anything this badly before.
im damn fickle minded. i hope i dont change my mind again.

anywaaaaay! congrats to all my smartay friends who did well!
to those who didn't ayeeee, it's not the end of the world.
chins up, lovelies!

since yesterday was A levels results release:
my A level results speech: -clears throat-
oh please, dont feel bad or pity me for my results. im really fine. 'what doesnt kill you only makes you stronger' some piece of advice my red cross senior once gave me. my results didn't kill me, im alive and kicking. i guess my results was a reality check for me. let me realise how serious this is, how serious my future is, how serious my life is. i needed my dose of reality check, and im glad i've got it at this point of time.

thank you my superduperlicious friends for the support and words of encouragement. needed all those more than ever! but special thanks to my family who without no doubt constantly supported me, no matter what. nags + scoldings, at this point of time i really appreciate them all. sorry for all the disappointment i've caused all these while. a lot, i know. love you guys. dont worry mama papa, i want to work hard in the future. really really want to work hard.
and i hope, this time. it really is for real.

so once again, congrats my friends for completing this phase of life, be it great achievements or failures, accept them and move on gracefully. next phase of life, here we all come. all the best everyone (:

-end of speech-

okay! CLAP!!!!

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hahha. i dont know anyone by the name of sad face. i didnt mind you taking your own life? i dont think i want anyone dead. at least not for real. =X