this week hasn't been the best of weeks! ):
just feeling so disappointed with myself. been having too much negativity and pessimism in myself these few days. i dont know what it is that's triggering this feeling - stress of school perhaps, but it's making me feel really terrible, makes me feel really small. it seems to be affecting me in many ways. ughhhhhh. i need some little kind soul to please inject little doses of optimsm and happy happy happy thoughts in me!

it's only the 4th week of school and already, im starting to doubt my abilities to be a great nurse. i dont want to just be a nurse. i wanna be a great nurse. it's already so competitive here in school, im afraid im not competent enough with my peers. with everyone asking all the intellectual questions, seems like their brains are working 12837186248914128374 times faster than mine. hahaha. in layman's terms, i just feel really dumb.

am i expecting too much from myself? or, am i just like that and do i not know my limitations and have to just learn with it? oh deaaar.

told you, im a pessimist! i guess i just need that time off to look back, reflect. do some soul searching - find out what is it that i really want. but ayeee, dont worry, im fine! just needed to let it out. it's just one of those days where too much happens at a time, i start to lose confidence and doubt myself.

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cant understand a word they're singing (besides the english bits) but i loveee this song. it's so MC Mong-ish! sister says he wrote it anyway! loves my sister :D love mc mong more!

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swensens;
HAHAHAHA. i have other things to be happy about you knowwww! ((: but shhhhh!

ledung;
dung! you must have been really hungry to start calling out for paos!