just about 5 days ago, i thought i wouldn't be able to go through the week. but guess what? heyoooo im still alive ((:

oh yeah, 3 days into attachment i was already asking myself:
oh dear, what have i gotten myself into?
can't believe i had doubts about the choice i made in april, when it was something that i really yearned for since J1. it was just the feeling of helplessness and of being new and hence not being able to do some stuff that made me feel so bleaaah. plus the nurses were too busy with their own stuff they hardly had time for us. and patients, difficult at times. but as days passed, guess i learned to interact more with the patients and became a bit no face, so whenever curtains were screened, just walked in and asked if we could observe or do the procedure. hahaha, a bit no face for two weeks won't hurt i guess - at least we're making full use of it.

and then i saw kiren's fb status: you can scold me, but remember who's gonna take care of you next week. something along that line. and then, after i read it. it didnt made me feel so bad. it's the kind of thing almost every nurse goes through. just take it with a pinch of salt, and move on. like what fui peng said, we just cant take things too personally.

alright, monday! i can't wait! (:
tiring but definitely worth it.
and then enjoy the end of the week in batam!
awesome!

and oh yeah, thank you friends for the encouragements! quek, fad, ham and jean! you guys really helped when it was the darkest of days. thanks guys. <3 <3

btw, im in the most unfittest form ever but wth, no point just complaining about it. so, i'm gonna hit the gym and maybe a short swim with my cousin and farhana in a short while! what a way to start the sunday morning.

(: