my sister's back from brunei! and goodness, my family's friends are indeed very very very generous. yes, they're rich but... EXTREMELY generous. you have no idea what we recieved from them. 92 kg worth of stuff! altogether my family got about 20+ sets of baju kurungs, 20 tudungs, 10 bags, 5 pairs of shoes! and of course, there's still the food. one box of indomee and pop mie, one box of pringles (lolll!!), chocolates, cakes, chewing gums and 4 boxes of brunei kueh (i loveeeeeee!). you know, it feels like santa claus accidentally dropped his bag in my house. that's it, im gonna marry a brunei-an! :D :D :D hahahaa, nahhhh. i can't and will not love someone because of materialistic stuffs. most people wont either. but i shall go to brunei someday for sure ((:

and this is the reason why i cant wait to be older! to be able to work, have the money to repay all those who've done good to me. and i have lots of people to repay! who has an aunty who treats you to a movie at least once a month, who has friends who sends you 92kg worth of stuff though we barely even meet once a year, who has friends who treats you without any occasion and of course, who has a family who gives you most of what you ask for even though they barely have money to satisfy their own wants. of course i know, money cant repay anything and everything, but i hope it at least lets them know i've appreciated what they've done for me. speaking of which, im gonna be older DAYS! didnt realised till jean asked what i want for my birthday.. goodness, im gonna hit 20!!!

ahhh, so reflective. must be probably because the new year is coming!

and sooo, i shall write my new year resolutions soon! though i never ever achieve them :\ but i still do. who knows, this year may be different! (and i tell myself that every year!) but seriously, WHO KNOWS!

new year so just a few words before the new year: impossible as they may seem, you've got to fight for every dream. cause who's to know which one you let go would have made you complete. its from a westlife song, but i find lots of meaning in that song. you might too! so happy new year friends! best of luck for the new year ahead.