staring at my results slip now. thank you god D:
honestly, i dont know whether to be happy with my results or to cry over it. for subjects that i though i could do well in i didn't and for those that i thought i would do badly or worst, fail, i didnt. i didnt thought my results were so bad, till well.. i saw my brother's results. it was crazily -out-of-his-mind good and that made me cry. but oh well, did what i did and shall work harder next semester! (: we've always been competing with one another since.. primary 6?! but and i realised, he didnt and have never made me feel bad at my results whenever he did better than me, which i would have done if it had been the opposite. hahaha, im a terrible sibling i know. awwww, i love my brotherr! *huggs*

anyways, just got back from batam on sunday evening. i didnt fight, which was (to me) vey disappointing. knowing that i want to tanding, but my lack of self confidence overpowered my desire to fight. i wasnt prepared plus, i didnt want to malukan NUS Silat! but i did anyway during my seni massal performance. damn damn damnnnnnnnnn. but i got to watch my peers fight. they were awesome i tell you, considering the fact that the batam pesilats have been training since they were like what? three years old? most of the people in silat gi were half my height! proud of my peers. *pats their backs* and of course, the trip was loads of fun! i guess this trip overall, just makes me want to be a better pesilat. that's it, im gonna go run in the afternoon.

okay, i told myself yesterday that im not gonna waste my life away anymore. so i decided to write some xmas cards. expecially for my dear friends like jean and sarah lee who never fail to send me christmas cards, knowing i dont celebrate xmas. hahaha, honestly, i really wonder why you still send me cards, worst still when i never send back any to you but, much love anyway! <3

and then i'll probably start mugging after im done with those xmas cards. HAHAHA! YEAH RIGHT. of course i won't. enjoyy the holidays! ((: