two more days!! when i bumped into a nurse at my ward somewhere near my grandma's house (been staying over for these two weeks), and when she mentioned that we won't see each other anymore, it made my heart heavy. it's merely been two weeks, but well, it was a really pleasant experience: getting shouted at at times, getting bad mouthed by patients when u do something like accidentally tear their pampers, making all kind of mistakes, but with fui peng always saving us from our misery, thank yous from patients, interesting stories from patients, cute dementia patients who make you laugh, nice nurses buddied to us. well spent tiring two weeks i'd say ((:

and ouuuh, i'll be in batam friday night till sunday. batam only. but batam's better than anything after these two weeks. and my silat skills really suck. it sucks sucking at something really. it's worst when u know you suck but dont do much about it. damn. i have three weeks after batam anyway. hope it doesnt go wasted. but anyhow, i hope batam's fun :D

but i want a holiday with my family really. i can't believe im saying this, but i miss my sister and wants her to hurry come back from brunei. bro too. if both of you are reading this, mak says she wants belachan from brunei. 10 more days!! :(

random story: three days ago, i brought my handphone back home, but forgot to take my charger back from grandma's. two days ago, i brought my handphone, charged it at grandma's but forgot to bring my wallet and was pennyless. yesterday, i brought my wallet, my handphone's fully charged but i forgot to bring it. my goodness, believe it or not, this really did happen. help! can someone please tell me how to not be so forgetful?!

now now, let me figure out what to do with my three weeks.

as i lay me down to sleep at night
i close my eyes, what a beautiful sight
sleeping to dream about you. im so damn tired,
of having to live without you,
but i, i dont mind at all.
(: