stop this train

everytime i hear a john mayer song, i try to find the meaning behind it.
my favourite songwriter.
he has his was of embedding meaning into the words which he writes so beautifully.
so, the first time I listen to it, I realise I get distracted.
halfway through I'm staring at the way he sings,
or his hair.
or his badass guitar playing skills.
all three actually.
OH, AND HIS VOICE.
I don't know how, but I get lost in it.
then after the song ends, I'll be thinking; soooo, what was that about.
'let's try this again,' I tell myself
then comes the second attempt.
shucks, same thing happens.
third.
fourth.
fifth.
twentieth.
same old same old.
then I resort to my life saver.
songmeanings.net
damn you john.